Disclaimer
Yes, yes, I know I am an angry complain queen. But i know you like angry people.

about me
Never the girl-next-door,I carry this normal plain and boring look wherever I go. The laziness in me is a bug, it eats away my motivation to dress up like a sophisticated queen. My hatred for shopping is undeniable, I hate that turn-off feeling when I have to force myself to not buy something i really like because of the ugly price tag. Although i am not an angel, I am thankful that I blend in like a chamelon because nobody is an angel.

wish list
I hate egg yolks. The high cholesterol thing is just an excuse, i just hate the taste, period. My affection for dogs on a scale of 0 to 10, is 0. The same goes to self-righteous dentists who torture poor people like me.



Credits
Thanks dozens to Teo Geng Hao for this skin and Please Support him by buying Better!! (Geng Hao) Pampers.
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Monday, October 17, 2011 @ 6:35 PM
What it feels like when both your heart and mind collapse, and your body refuses to do so?

It feels like.... stabbing pain. You just can't find anything worthy in yourself. There's no point living in this world because you don't feel important or accomplished. And yet you cannot die.

That's exactly what I'm feeling right now. The feeling of being stuck in the middle.

As a student, academics are prioritized. You screw it up, you have not fulfilled your job as a student. The competitiveness of this society pains me, because it constantly reminds me how bad I am in comparison to others. How i always pale down. How I'm always a loser. Add in complains by others because they missed the mark to A , I hit rock bottom since i failed. The fact that i did studied hurts more, because it signifies my lack of intelligence and ability.

Am i really, good enough to study here?

Now I live life like a zombie. A zombie that lacks joy, emotions, and laughter.
But life still goes on, because it's not my turn to die.