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Yes, yes, I know I am an angry complain queen. But i know you like angry people.

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Never the girl-next-door,I carry this normal plain and boring look wherever I go. The laziness in me is a bug, it eats away my motivation to dress up like a sophisticated queen. My hatred for shopping is undeniable, I hate that turn-off feeling when I have to force myself to not buy something i really like because of the ugly price tag. Although i am not an angel, I am thankful that I blend in like a chamelon because nobody is an angel.

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I hate egg yolks. The high cholesterol thing is just an excuse, i just hate the taste, period. My affection for dogs on a scale of 0 to 10, is 0. The same goes to self-righteous dentists who torture poor people like me.



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Wednesday, July 6, 2011 @ 8:09 PM
I got my U grade for chemistry today. Never in my life have I felt so incompetent, and stupid. I'm sure I will get 2 more U grades for GP and Econs in the near future.

That thought itself, sucks. I wouldn't feel this bad if I did not work hard. I'll say I did my best for the revision, and that is exactly where it is tender. How can I do better if I did my best?

And sadly I didn't get into Exco for my CCA after all the effort I put in. Now I feel drained and used, because I have worked hard and I did my best. And I'm rewarded with.... well, nothing.

And that isn't where it hurts the most. The fact that I'm deemed as "not as competent as others" pains me. Because it confirms and accentuates the lack of confidence in myself and how I inferior I feel as compared to others all the time.

How can I survive Term 3? With PW increasing intensity,more schoolwork, more inferiority,and more unhappiness.

Why am I in a JC?