I have been so careless with blogging these days. Really.

I'm just tired. Really tired from school, even though it's the holidays.
Holidays are not for studying, period. It's for playing and enjoying and taking a break.

School's going to reopen soon, and I have no idea why the holiday blues are so bad. Not just because schoolwork's just a bitch, but also because I realised that, I don't have friends in class. That is pathetically sad when I see my secondary school friends making more friends and JC really becomes more fruitful for them.

Yes true I'm just jealous.

But there's really no choice right? Since I'm put into a class where I can't find anyone really similar and there's no one for me to relate to. Perhaps it's because I'm just a really strange person myself. And even though I tried really hard to fit myself in, it's mostly to no avail. I feel distant, and I don't feel accepted.

I really thank Sylvia, Jasper, Qing Xiang, GH, Rashid, and Weilin for accompanying me through these hard times. Your presence during recess and lunch really brings a smile to my face. At least there is someone to eat  and talk to me. I'm really thankful.

And now school's going to reopen soon, I want to believe that it wouldn't be as bad as I thought it would be. I'll bite through everything because you people rocks.

Had a blasting good time at the SAGE finals. It was an enriching experience, and an honour to witness all the projects. The vigour and passion JC kids have is pretty amazing. The efforts people put in, although they know that all this may amount to nothing. I'll applaud for everyone and myself; we are all winners.
Also, I need to thank my mentor cheng wei! OK even though I know he wouldn't read this, but I really appreciate his help through the 3 months.