Had a teeth terror appointment on Monday. Shit doctor seriously. He shifted the appointment from 10.30am to 10am. I am internally cursing him for that already because i slept at 6 am in the morning and him shifting the appointment to an earlier time is not helping. I wanna sleep C'mon.

And you know what's the BEST thing? He made me wait until 10.20AM.
OK I know i am really grumpy but really when you sleep only 3 hours this is what happens. Him making me wait for another 20 mins really snapped all the patience I had.

He asked if i have been eating any sweet things recently-the same old question he asks every appointment-and i said I didn't.
Actually i had a bar of chocolate the night before but he actually believed what i said. HAHA, I didn't know I'm such a good liar. I know I'm sinning but my mum's there, if I admit that I ate a bar last night( not half a bar, a bar!!) she's going to pull out all my hair. And i need my hair.

The doctor put some rubber thingie into my molars, saying that they will hurt a little that night. WTF, I'm going to make him eat his left foot the next appointment. It hurts like a bitch. And what that night? It's been 34 hours  and it's still painful, god damn it.

Seriously it feels like someone just punch me in the teeth. I think it's more painful than pulling out teeth. When you pull out teeth it is painful for a while but when the bleeding stops and it heals it won't hurt anymore. But you know what's happening in me? The rubber is stuck over here and i can't even feel that something is healing. I have zero hopes that it will get better. That feeling sucks.

I asked siying and she actually said she didn't feel anything when the rubber's in the mouth. WTF, what kind of world is this? Why am i the only one suffering from the pain?

Which sane person will put on braces with this kind of pain huh?? If my mother didn't force me to be a metal mouth i would kick the doctor in the shins and run away.

Guess when i really put on braces this sat, i need to jump down from the building Jasper research for me. What is it? Hell i don't remember. I think i'll just go to the highest floor upstairs.

I don't know why do i need to suffer from all this shit, why do i have to put on that stinky metal before CNY?  Means i cannot eat pineapple tarts already. Feel like screaming the F word, i need pineapple tarts.

My evil mother says it's better i put before chinese new year so i cannot eat all the sweet stuff when i see them. Then the doctor actually laughed. LAUGHED. My knuckles are getting itchy suddenly. What can i say when she's paying for the thing?? One of our rules is this- Who pays who call the shots. So unfair right? Coz she's always the one who pays.

And the drama I'm watching now is so BORING. AND None of Hyun Bin's interviews are subbed, so I can't watch them. So angry all my horns coming out already!! So sad that school's starting soon.

I need to name this year- Bad luck with metal 2011.

But a little part of me still hopes that things turn for the better, and I really hope i won't engage in so much pain. Miracles do happen, don't they?