Today i woke up with extreme muscle aches on both my hands and legs. Must be the whole lot of walking i've done yesterday.
Thank god my brother didn't fall sick. I need lots of courage to bring kenneth out,especially on a rainy day because he is a child and his immune system sucks.

I can't help feeling guilty that i actually brought kenneth to that dangerous construction site. I put him into unnecessary danger. What if he got injured because of my stupidity? I still feel like crap. Anyway, i feel that being mothers suck ttm. Seriously, imagine carrying a baby in that stomach for 9 months, especially since i hardly have any stomach to talk about. I bet my stomach will burst like a balloon when the baby is 4 months old, then both of us die tragically. Put aside the joys of having something growing and kicking in your stomach (which i think is totally disgusting), do you know how heavy isit? What if you fall down then you have a miscarriage? Or the baby's head got dented because of some knock then he/she become mentally retarded forever? ( Presuming the amniotic sac failed or something)

After the cutting of the less than 2 inches vagina hole to 10cm in length, everything else kicks in. Milk powder, education, love. You have to make sure you have enough for your child.

The pressures on mothers are as huge as my favourite strawberry cake. I just knew it yesterday. You have to make sure your child is safe and sound and not get kidnapped by some random sadistic person out there, and ensure that he grows up to be someone that is both smart and righteous.

I believe mothers always love their children more than their fathers. Alright, i may seem stereotyping. But fathers did not go through childbirth and they do not share that type of connection with their children like how mothers do. And most children love their mothers more because they are forever there for them, switching identities from a parent to a friend from time to time. I bet hardly anyone talk to their dad about their first kiss.
My point is mothers have great responsibilities and they will have to undergo lots of hardships (Especially during childbirth!). Not that fathers don't, but they kinda seem lesser. It sucks, I hate responsibility, and pain.

How i wished i had a cock.

Yesterday was a wet blanket. Stupid weather. At least it wasn't a total failed outing because we did managed to fly kites. :)Correction: i didn't manage to fly kites, Kenneth did all the kite-flying. But it was a pleasure to see him happy.
Kenneth went home and tell EVERYTHING that happened to my mother.
Christon was named "Pig Nose", GH the "wear cap one", Liting the "Pink colour shirt one", YR the "blue guy", and Rashid the "Abunana". What i mean by everything means everything. He told my mother that we went to the DUMP. Seriously how to bribe this kind of chatterbox huh? Luckily i haven't buy the 3 Pop pops for him or else i'll end up losing both my money and my secret.
So this is my mother's reaction.
"What? You bring kenneth to the rubbish collection place?"
Me:"Sorry we just lost our way. It just stink a little."

You know who i should thank? Me. Because i haven't teach kenneth what and how a construction site looks like.

I think that guy who vandalised the MRT Train is a downright attention-seeking moron. Please don't say there are no platforms for you to showcase your artistic talents in Singapore. There are loads of walls in Singapore for you to draw and paint whatever you want. The sole reason to why he did this: He wants the whole Singapore to see his beautiful painting because the MRT train goes around the city. Attention seeker now got his own butt on fire.
I'm not against people drawing or painting on MRT trains. They look cool and interesting. But please grow brains and do it through legal ways. You don't want to go "Woohoo! My graffiti is great!" today then get arrested,fined and your "art" being called a vandalism the next.
Nevertheless, it's good that SMRT is doing something to improve their security system. I find it incredulous that they only found out the fence was damaged after 2 days. Imagine some terrorist come to plant a bomb under the train and they didn't find out. Almost half of the singapore will die because hello, it's public transport and everyone uses it.

I CAN'T BELIEVE i actually wrote so much.