Disclaimer
Yes, yes, I know I am an angry complain queen. But i know you like angry people.

about me
Never the girl-next-door,I carry this normal plain and boring look wherever I go. The laziness in me is a bug, it eats away my motivation to dress up like a sophisticated queen. My hatred for shopping is undeniable, I hate that turn-off feeling when I have to force myself to not buy something i really like because of the ugly price tag. Although i am not an angel, I am thankful that I blend in like a chamelon because nobody is an angel.

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I hate egg yolks. The high cholesterol thing is just an excuse, i just hate the taste, period. My affection for dogs on a scale of 0 to 10, is 0. The same goes to self-righteous dentists who torture poor people like me.



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Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 1:24 AM
DOES MY HEAD REALLY LOOK LIKE A BOWLING BALL?
CAN YOU REALLY DRAW MY HEAD WITH A COMPASS?
AND I'M FREAKING NOT PATRICIA MOK!

Nonono. my head is not round. I just forced my maid to say my head is heart-shaped. I don't even mind if you say my head is a diamond shape, just not round, please!

I think that there are so many things i need to let go. After what happened in my family, i have shocked everyone in the family how strong i can be. Even my aunt cries when she knows what happened, when it was supposed to be none of her business.
But it sucks to see battles between my dad ( a bastard) and my mum. I guess there are lots of plots and schemes they are organizing to cheat each other money. My mother says she MUST KILL THIS MAN LIKE AN ANT. I don't really feel comfortable because all i want is to let him go and never see him again and live peacefully. But because of my mother's schemes, i was forced to smile when i see him and being a hyprocrite sucks because i can't really hide emotions.
I'm totally in a dilemma. I understand why my mother wants to do this. Or elses how is she going to bring up 3 children all by herself?

This reminded me that I'm not supposed to tell anyone about this. It was supposed to be a secret.

ANYWAY, i'm learning how to control my tears. Who cares that it's involuntary? I'm so gonna make it voluntary! Tomorrow I going to cry if jasper calls me patricia mok again.