Disclaimer
Yes, yes, I know I am an angry complain queen. But i know you like angry people.

about me
Never the girl-next-door,I carry this normal plain and boring look wherever I go. The laziness in me is a bug, it eats away my motivation to dress up like a sophisticated queen. My hatred for shopping is undeniable, I hate that turn-off feeling when I have to force myself to not buy something i really like because of the ugly price tag. Although i am not an angel, I am thankful that I blend in like a chamelon because nobody is an angel.

wish list
I hate egg yolks. The high cholesterol thing is just an excuse, i just hate the taste, period. My affection for dogs on a scale of 0 to 10, is 0. The same goes to self-righteous dentists who torture poor people like me.



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Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 2:31 AM
I once promised not to be humiliated anymore.
And i did'nt keep that promise.

Media was one of the reason why i so deadly want to leave Ngee Ann. My friends were great, but media SUCKS more that i just want to leave.

Sometimes I just think I'm just born unlucky to be in sec3 in 2009. How nice if I'm in sec 3 in 2008, where the leaders like wanjing and kiatkiong were so nice and friendly. And when i grow up with them too, I'll be in sec 4 and need not tolerate all these.

Last friday i was humiliated by K again. It sucks, especially when it was an again. It goes on and on like there isn't enough.
My dignity and everything crumbling down to nothing.It can't get anymore depressing. Because whenever i think of media now, i'll flinched and i prayed i need not attend any CCA again.

Perhaps it's was my fault that i thought taking photos of 400 over students receiving their certificates was boring. Perhaps it was my fault that i thought more than 3 people taking the same thing was meaningless. Perhaps it was my fault that i did'nt train my legs well enough to withstand the high concentration of lactic acid. Perhaps it was my fault that i can't really operate SLR well. Perhaps it was my fault that I'm not as useful in Media as Genghao.

There is nothing like warmth in Media anymore. It's only more ordering, more sacarsm, more scoldings, more irritation, and more bossiness. K always complain that noone listens to him in Media, and sometimes i kept on thinking if he is worthed to be listened to with his attitude to us, nono, me. I doubt he treats Huiyen like this, even if she does something wrong.
I don't understand why i have to withstand all these statements: "you are getting free CCA points"," You did not contribute anything". When i did stayed back to do stuff and duties. Even if what i contributed is small and useless, i still did spent my afternoon staying back right?

Ok Fine. I gotta admit that i sometimes slacked during the duties when i was tired. But so what??? So that is the reason to stab a knife 100 times to my heart??
I know noone will stand with me, everyone thinks i deserved this, deserved to be treated with humiliation and have to smile with it.

Teachers think CCAs is the best in secondary life. I beg your pardon seriously.
You know how i feel now?? Like some serious useless person in the world who is worse than a beggar.

I want to leave Ngee ann.